ext_21790 ([identity profile] sjrules.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] popslash_lollipops2005-02-27 10:17 pm
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Whee!

I'm so happy to see that this community is up and at em again and I have had my trickyfish requests fulfilled so thank you for that. So now i go with something a little different.

i am craving some Chowie please?

I like Happy lovey dovey Chris/Howie any setting will be fine! Thank you

[identity profile] ephemera-pop.livejournal.com 2005-03-03 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes, when Howie gets really pissed about something, which tends to be actually, you know, important things, rather than the fact that someone's swapped all his underwear for tighty whities or is insisting on speaking all the film lines half a second before the actor on screen, which are the sort of things Howie gets *irritated* by, which is totally different from pissed. But when he's actually pissed he can seem really damn tall for someone who is, in point of fact, not. Tall and cold and kind of menacing.

Chris had figured out real fast that it was a bad idea to tell him that Chris thought it was really damn hot, at least while it was actually happening. Mostly because it's hot to watch when it's directed elsewhere, but just plain scary when it' aimed at you and suddenly it's your boyfriend staring you down like he might just eat your liver for dinner if you say one more word.

It's hard to remember that though, when you can't get back to sleep and your boyfriend is curled next to you in the oversized bed you don't get to share half often enough. Right up close to you, despite all the space, with his head pillowed on your arm, totally relaxed and breathing in soft nearly-silent snores, with one hand resting on your chest, and feeling like everything you ever dreamed of. Sometimes it's still hard to believe that you get to see him like this, small and open and safe in ways you're pretty sure not that many people ever get to see.

Not that you would, because that would probably fall into the category of 'important enough to get pissed about', but you figure if you did ever tell anyone about the way you feel in moments like this, it'd be Joey. He might actually get it, unlike Justin who'd never stop teasing you, or like JC who'd smile that private smile and make you feel like an idiot for not having figured it out years ago.