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A snippet in which someone either tries to freak JC out about sex stuff and fails, or suggests something and unexpectedly freaks him out, please.

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This is a continuation of this (http://my-writez.livejournal.com/6590.html#cutid1).



Justin knew it was absolutely crazy, but he decided that he might as well give it a chance. Now the question was who to go to first.

Chris would probably laugh it off.

Joey would need some persuading from Lance.

Lance would recommend therapy.

And JC … well … hmm …

“Hey Jace?” Justin approached him in his hotel room on one of their evenings off.

“Yeah J?” JC was sitting on his bed reading, but he closed the book and put it aside.

Justin took a deep breath, deciding he might as well go for it.

“I had this … dream and I … well … I can’t stop thinking about it.”

“What kind of dream?”

Justin felt himself blush.

“Oh. Well, that’s normal for a twenty something year old who’s just broken up with his girlfriend. There’s nothing to be embarrassed about – ”

“It’s about a guy.”

“Oh.” JC paused and looked down at the comforter. “Well, it may mean nothing at all or it may mean that your subconscious is struggling over an internal sexual conflict and – ”

“It’s about a guy I know. Or, actually, guys I know.”

“There’s more than one dream?”

Justin blushed even harder. This was a dumb idea.

This time JC blushed as well. “J, is there something you want to tell me?”

“Iwanttohavesexwithyouguys,” Justin blurted out.

JC’s eyes grew wide. “W-what?”

“I had this dream where we were on the bus and we were bored so we decided to have sex and you and Chris were going at it and so were Lance and Joey and I was just…” Justin paused, but figured he’s already scarred JC for life – what harm could a little more information do? “I was so turned on. And then I woke up and I was so hard I had to jerk off and now I can’t stop thinking about it and …”

“You want to do it for real?”

Justin looked away but nodded.

“Oh, J. I don’t know what to say.”

Justin felt tears sting his eyes. This was a stupid, humiliating idea. “Never mind. Forget I said anything. I’ll just go back to my room.”

“Justin wait – ”

“’Night, Jace.”

“Wait. I – ”

“See you in the morning. And please don’t tell the guys …”

“I’ll do it.”

Justin froze.

“I’ll do it if you want,” JC said again.

Justin turned around, his heart pounding partly from fear and partly from excitement. “W-what?”

“I’ll do it. If that’s what you want.”

Boy, did Justin want. In the back of his mind he wondered if perhaps this was just another dream.

Either way, Justin decided, he did not want this to end. JC was on board. Now he just needed to figure out how to convince the others …

To be continued …