A-Rok [Alex/Brian]
Mar. 21st, 2005 11:35 pmI am the most shameless requester, ever. [But I promise, I'm working on fics to contribue! Promise!]
But today was a shitty day, and I want some A-Rok wonderfulness. [Definitely my new favorite ship. Duh.]
However you want to write it. Sap, angst, cutesy, smut, whatever. I just need something.
But today was a shitty day, and I want some A-Rok wonderfulness. [Definitely my new favorite ship. Duh.]
However you want to write it. Sap, angst, cutesy, smut, whatever. I just need something.
no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 12:15 pm (UTC)AJ knew all of Brian's ticklish spots by now and he made sure to touch, kiss or lick every single one as he slowly made his way down Brian's chest. The small gasps, moans and muffled laughs coming from a very disheveled Brian only made AJ grin into Brian's skin and nuzzle it affectionately with his nose.
"You sadist," Brian laughed breathlessly, squirming deliciously under AJ's ministrations.
He crawled up so they were level once again. "Oh yeah, baby, talk dirty to me," he grinned, burying his face in the crook of Brian's neck and growling. Brian laughed even harder, his chest rumbling with it so AJ could feel the vibrations in his own body.
No sooner had the thought run through his head that there was no greater thing in this world than that laugh was he flipped over on his back, a red-faced and grinning Brian now pinning him down.
"Hello," AJ said, a full smile plastered on his face.
"Hello," Brian replied, tilting his head to the side. "Looks like you're in quite the predicament down there."
"Oh, I don't know. I'm pretty comfortable."
"Really, now?" Brian quirked an eyebrow and his smile grew even wider, so full and radiant and happy that AJ was sure he could infect the entire world with it, if they could all just see him like this. "What if I were to ... oh, I don't know..." he leaned down and caught AJ's lips with his own, "do this?"
"Mmm," AJ purred, wrapping arms around Brian's neck and opening his mouth in response. "No ... no, still good."
Brian apparently gave up on trying to formulate a reponse, because all he managed was a small moan of approval. AJ tangled his legs around Brian's waist to pull him even closer, getting caught up in the sound of lips sliding together, in the smell of cologne and sex and just ... him. His fingers gently traced the long scar down Brian's chest and the other man gave a light gasp, muscles flexing in response.
"Beautiful," he moaned, the word muffled by their lips. "Brian..."
"Love you," Brian whispered, quietly, so quietly AJ wasn't quite sure he'd heard correctly. "Love you," he whispered again, burying his face in AJ's neck and gasping for breath.
They were still for a long while, both trying to get enough air into their lungs to function, AJ trying to get his mind to stop spinning for a second or two. Finally he gave a little nudge and he felt a puff of air on his neck as Brian sighed.
He moved to hold his upper body up by his arms and looked at AJ. That alone made the younger man smile. Brian looked deeply determined, as if he was daring AJ to refuse or not acknowledge what he'd said. The smile slowly faded and he looked down, hands running up and down Brian's arms.
"I'm not ready to-"
"I know."
"Just ... I don't want you to think ... I do - I mean--"
"I get it, AJ." Brian offered him a warm smile. "Whenever you're ready."
"Damnit," AJ exclaimed, throwing his arms up in the air. "Would you just get back down here already?"
Laughing, Brian did just that, and AJ proceeded to kiss him like he would never get the opportunity again.
no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 12:21 pm (UTC)I guess the higher powers loves AROK afterall, huh? LMAO.
no subject
Date: 2005-03-23 11:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-23 12:12 pm (UTC)And I am no dork! Really, I'm not. *waves BriNick OTP sign* ;)
no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 12:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-23 11:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 06:37 pm (UTC)you had me at AJ knew all of Brian's ticklish spots.... good god woman, if you wrote a-rok like that every day, i think i'd die happy. oh how i've missed your a-rok *squishes them and sighs happily*
... i'm so addicted to reading these fic requests now. lol wooo!
no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 09:42 pm (UTC)I looooooooove your AJ icon. [And the Brian one too... I went snooping! *is ashamed* ;)]
Yumminess.
no subject
Date: 2005-03-23 11:00 am (UTC)...Request some more fics then! ;)
no subject
Date: 2005-03-24 03:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 07:40 pm (UTC)This was so fucking perfect, I don't even know where to begin.
Thank you so much because it definitely helped make things better. I'm grinning like an idiot, just sitting here, wanting to read it again and again and again!
I honestly can't say thank you enough. But, thank you.
And I want to take these wonderful boys home with me. Anyone have any objections?! ;)
no subject
Date: 2005-03-23 10:58 am (UTC)So long as you give the boys a little private time to ... *ahem* get to know each other better, I'm certainly not objecting. ;)
no subject
Date: 2005-03-24 03:42 am (UTC)"I get it, AJ." Brian offered him a warm smile. "Whenever you're ready."
this? this is aj/brian at a whole 'nother level. look at how COMFORTABLE they are around each other! and how they know everything about each other! *squeals* and how the moment is set up so beautifully and the mood just carries itself through the entire scene! so perfect! playful, but serious, and with that little bit of ow that you just know will get better. at least it better!
also, it's hard to come across believable uncertain!aj and you got it wonderfully. the whole brian/aj exchange was so real and yes.
this was absolutely gorgeous. thank you.
no subject
Date: 2005-03-24 01:09 pm (UTC)The ow was not intended, but you know, now that you've mentioned it I can see what you mean.
Thank YOU. <3 <3
no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 12:45 pm (UTC)“Why did you drink again?“ Brian turned around to look out of the window. He didn’t want to see AJ in his miserable state and he didn’t want AJ to see how hurt he was.
“I don’t want to talk about it…” AJ mumbled, his eyes never leaving the table in front of him.
“Jesus, Alex… you were sober for over a year now. When I saw you two weeks ago, you were fine. What happened?” Brian sighed, still having his back turned towards AJ.
“I didn’t work my program…” AJ just wanted Brian to leave. He couldn’t stand his presence in this room, in this house. He wanted him to leave so that he could fall back into his loved misery.
“But what was the trigger?” Brian just wanted to hit AJ. Hard. It was easier to break into a bank than getting answer from AJ.
Brian turned around and walked over to his younger band mate, finally facing him. The look in AJ’s eyes almost knocked him out. There was guilt, fear and an emotion Brian couldn’t name in that moment. It wasn’t the first time that Brian could look right through to AJ’s soul, but this time he didn’t know if he really wanted to. It was the first time he wished AJ would wear his sun glasses.
It was Alex who turned his head away though. He stayed quiet, only listening to Brian’s breathing.
“I mean… why now? I can’t think of anything that happened…” It was then that realization struck. “Baylee… it was because of Baylee?” Brian’s voice was reduced to a whisper, tears forming in his crystal blue eyes. AJ kept looking away, slowly nodding.
“But I still don’t understand. I thought you were so excited about him…” AJ’s deep voice cut him off.
“At first I was… but when he was finally born… and I saw him… and you… with Leighanne…” Alex couldn’t stop the tears, rolling down his cheeks, but he knew that he finally had to tell Brian, risking everything, including their long friendship. “I just wish… it was me… that I would be in Leigh’s place… that we were a family…” He couldn’t go on.
Now he waited, he waited for a fist connecting with his face, for harsh words piercing his soul, for Brian walking away without a word.
But nothing like that happened. He only felt soft fingers stroking his cheeks, wiping away the tears. He looked up and saw Brian kneeling in front of him, a small smile playing on his face.
“Why did you never tell me?”
“I was afraid… I didn’t want to ruin anything…” This time he was cut off by Brian’s soft lips on his own. He froze for a second before he hungrily invited Brian’s tongue into his mouth.
After what seemed like eternity, they broke the kiss, Brian laying his forehead against AJ’s, looking into those beautiful dark brown eyes.
“Next time, just tell me, silly.”
no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 07:43 pm (UTC)"I just wish it was me... that I would be in Leigh’s place... that we were a family..." He couldn’t go on.
Guh! Just - guh!
I totally loooooooove their interaction through the whole thing - Brian reacting to AJ's eyes, Alex's hesitation, EVERYTHING!
Thank you as well, for this wonderful pick-me-up. It's appreciated more than you know.
no subject
Date: 2005-03-23 11:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 10:57 pm (UTC)