My first request here =) Kevin/AJ please because they hurt so so good. I'm leaning more towards AU but anything would be absolutely wonderful. Thank you!
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Current Music:Killing in the Name Of - Rage Against The Machine
haha =) I actually re-read my request the other day and really, I have no idea what I was thinking when I wrote it. I guess that Kevin and AJ seem to always have some sort of hostility between them but you can tell that they love each other. Angst galore between these two =) So yeah...don't know if that helps, sorry for any difficulties.
I've been reading slash for a while now, and have been longing to write one. I'll work on it this evening and post tonight, okay? Angst... yummy. I'll post tonight.
Note: My first slash, ever. I couldn't get the AU concept in my head to work out like I wanted, and this is what I came up with instead. Hope you enjoy. Also sorry for the delay, I had computer trouble. Disclaimer: Never happened. Came from the recesses of my sick, twisted and totally deranged mind. :)
There was no use denying his desire for the other man. He could try to fight it all he wanted, but it was a waste of time. He knew his wanting would go unrequited, however. No way in hell could he admit his feelings to him, and, if he were to drum up the courage to do so, he knew he'd be laughed at. Better to hide it.
Green eyes flickered with disapproval at the groupies. What else could he do? It was the only way to lose himself for a short amount of time. The women didn't have to know who he was really thinking about.
It was a surprise when he was on his way to the elevator and the man he dreamt of each night stopped him with just two simple words. Two words that could mean so many things.
"Don't leave."
Turning, AJ looked at Kevin, nervously fiddling with the zipper pull of his jacket. "'Sup, man?" he asked casually, trying his best not to openly admire the bare chested man leaning in the doorway.
"Where are you headed?"
Ever the fucking big brother, wasn't he? "Out. I can't stay holed up in a hotel room."
"What are you going out for?"
AJ came close to telling him to get a damn hobby and leave him alone, but instead he sighed. "What do you think?"
Kevin nodded, then straightened, his eyes suddenly dark. "I think I have what you're looking for."
The intense look he gave him made AJ's knees go weak. Holy shit. Sucking in a breath, he met his gaze and raised one brow slowly. "You sure?" he asked, still trying to be casual. His heart was pounding in his chest, and he knew Kevin could see how hard he was.
"Why don't you come in and find out?"
It was all he could do not to run into Kevin's room, and he didn't bother asking the question burning in his mind. When the door closed gently behind Kevin, he turned and met his eyes. "You sure about this, Kev?" he asked softly as he stepped over.
Kevin nodded, reaching to gently trace AJ's jaw with his finger. "Only if you are."
Had he not had the strength of Kevin to lean against, AJ would surely have slid to the floor. Never before had the deep voice been so raspy, so wrought with what he hoped was passion. When their lips met, he felt Kevin pulling him towards the bed. They fell together in a tangle of limbs, and before AJ could think coherently, he felt warm hands slide over his body.
When he lifted his head, breathless, he looked into Kevin's eyes, waiting for permission to go further.
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Date: 2005-09-02 11:02 am (UTC)I'll Try...
Date: 2005-10-17 09:41 am (UTC)Re: I'll Try...
Date: 2005-10-17 01:11 pm (UTC)First Kiss....
Date: 2005-10-19 07:06 pm (UTC)Disclaimer: Never happened. Came from the recesses of my sick, twisted and totally deranged mind. :)
There was no use denying his desire for the other man. He could try to fight it all he wanted, but it was a waste of time. He knew his wanting would go unrequited, however. No way in hell could he admit his feelings to him, and, if he were to drum up the courage to do so, he knew he'd be laughed at. Better to hide it.
Green eyes flickered with disapproval at the groupies. What else could he do? It was the only way to lose himself for a short amount of time. The women didn't have to know who he was really thinking about.
It was a surprise when he was on his way to the elevator and the man he dreamt of each night stopped him with just two simple words. Two words that could mean so many things.
"Don't leave."
Turning, AJ looked at Kevin, nervously fiddling with the zipper pull of his jacket. "'Sup, man?" he asked casually, trying his best not to openly admire the bare chested man leaning in the doorway.
"Where are you headed?"
Ever the fucking big brother, wasn't he? "Out. I can't stay holed up in a hotel room."
"What are you going out for?"
AJ came close to telling him to get a damn hobby and leave him alone, but instead he sighed. "What do you think?"
Kevin nodded, then straightened, his eyes suddenly dark. "I think I have what you're looking for."
The intense look he gave him made AJ's knees go weak. Holy shit. Sucking in a breath, he met his gaze and raised one brow slowly. "You sure?" he asked, still trying to be casual. His heart was pounding in his chest, and he knew Kevin could see how hard he was.
"Why don't you come in and find out?"
It was all he could do not to run into Kevin's room, and he didn't bother asking the question burning in his mind. When the door closed gently behind Kevin, he turned and met his eyes. "You sure about this, Kev?" he asked softly as he stepped over.
Kevin nodded, reaching to gently trace AJ's jaw with his finger. "Only if you are."
Had he not had the strength of Kevin to lean against, AJ would surely have slid to the floor. Never before had the deep voice been so raspy, so wrought with what he hoped was passion. When their lips met, he felt Kevin pulling him towards the bed. They fell together in a tangle of limbs, and before AJ could think coherently, he felt warm hands slide over his body.
When he lifted his head, breathless, he looked into Kevin's eyes, waiting for permission to go further.